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For Nick

I hate that I once loved you
And that I can’t be loving you now
I hate that I once believed
You’d always want me around
I hate the way you look at me
Like you don’t know me at all
I hate that you can’t see me
Even if I get down and crawl
I hate your plans without me
And when you act so tough
I hate that I don’t know what’s real
That you might be making it up
I hate that I remember
How good we once were
I hate that you present to me
Every lie you’ve heard
I hate that I even think
To pen this in a poem
I hate I’m the one
Who can’t go back home
And I hate the conversations
How I struggle not to cry
I hate that there’s no forgiveness
For all the times I lied
I hate what we’ve become
Victims of what I despise
I hate this is the last time
I will say goodbye.

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